Amazing

Anthoney is asleep in HIS bed.......Miracles do happen.

Scattered

Here I am again in bloggerworld. First, I would like to thank all those who visited me and left me comments....It has been a pretty hectic week. I have work and school on Monday and Tuesday. I need to get edumakated. In case you are wondering, the visit went quite well with my friend in rehab. She has some pretty big balls to be able to humble herself enough to go to detox at a place that she had worked for 4 years....
Well this week I submitted time off to go on vacation in October....Yeah I am really planning ahead. I am so excited to be going on my first cruise. My best friend is taking my son and I on a Disney Cruise....woooohooo....anyways, I will get more into that later.
The beef that I have is that they are making us get passports. This means that I have to get permission from my kid's dad, who doesn't even pay child support....Is this insanity?
Anyways, I need to STEP AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER. Hopefully I will get better at this blog stuff....In the mean time, I will just jump from one subject to the next.....
Thanks for listening.....PS I love u Rosemary...

Grateful

Sometimes we take the little things in life for granted. I have learned that I need to appreciate my life today. My life was not as meaningful as it is today. I am one hit away from going right back to the unmanageability that my life was. What I mean is that all it will take is for me to give in to one hit from the drug that was once my best friend. I am learning now that even after four years of sobriety, I still have so much work that I have to do on myself. I figure I may as well get started now seeing that I am almost thirty years old. My one downfall is that I have become complacent in my own recovery. I have started to believe that because I work in the field of drugs and alcohol, I do not need to do 12 step meetings. I am very wrong.... It has come to my knowledge that someone that I really looked up to is now laying in detox at the program I once worked at. This has made me realize that this disease of addiction is alive and kicking. That could very well be me laying in detox. I am so grateful for being clean.....